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Hang Myself with a Gucci Belt

by Bromo Dragonfly

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Blanket my heart Tattered and battered my mind is a vessel that's drowning at sea I hate the ocean, don't know how I got here the waters are too deep and I cannot breath Slowly exploding, currents and patterns transform to mathematics inside of my brain Sordid and dastardly onward and onward we float, the anchor is part of my chain Did I go insane Whispers were spoke upon bristles that sharpen my thoughts like a knife Drippy my paint when I glide in my dreams but only the currents and patterns subside Washing ashore, only before the light takes me and makes me a whore for the gods So I'll draw patterns of me and you on the floor, then the current can carry us on Scum: Baby lost my mind yeah Don't know where its at now Baby lost my mind yeah Don't know where its at now Baby girl I need you now I'm falling down I don't know where to go I don't know where to go Staying afloat, sniff up my coke while my disgruntled hair hangs down in the sink Master the craft, I sample the bag and then pour myself up another drink Now I perspire, I'm tired transpire to alleviate pain that just wont go away Lay me in coffin, so far too often I recollect trying to get you to stay Shoulder to shoulder, you were my boulder my rock you're the sun and the moon and the rain Now when it pours I ignore it explore my emotions and shoulder the weight of this pain Let the dust settle and meddle in past situations, temptations that brought us both here Want to go back to the days when you laid on top and just nibble the rocks in my ear I used to hide drugs in my house I used to have a gun in my mouth I used to know exactly where to go Even if there was a drought And now this house ain't a home And now I'm here on my own Gun on the shelf but I'm cutting myself And writing down songs in my phone I used to hide drugs in my house I used to have a gun in my mouth I used to know exactly where to go Even if there was a drought And now this house ain't a home And now I'm here on my own Gun on the shelf but I'm cutting myself And writing down songs in my phone Scum: Baby lost my mind yeah Don't know where its at now Baby lost my mind yeah Don't know where its at now Baby girl I need you now I'm falling down I don't know where to go I don't know where to go
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For Jod
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Pacing back and forth before I sleep Momma told me son you're in too deep Making Money fast so I die young Dissolving percocets on my tongue Dissolving a percocet Dissolving a percocet Dissolving a percocet Dissolving a percocet Frander: I been poppin xans just to keep me numb Runnin from my demons not for fun Sleep like a vampire don't see the sun Where did you go girl you been on the run Still on my mind when I lay down to sleep Nothing but nightmares is all that I dream Dissolving a percocet Dissolving a percocet Dissolving a percocet Dissolving a percocet Pacing back and forth before I sleep Momma told me son you're in too deep Making Money fast so I die young Dissolving percocets on my tongue
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And every exhale is what I would hope to be my last I thought that this would work but we just moved way too fast And cutting ties of this demise seems only appropriate When blocking calls and dodging me in the hall are the only way of coping it Chemical imbalance you were a challenge Previously mistreated Clinically defeated Bun in my hair and a knife in my back Doesn't compare to your panic attacks I wasn't the one that laid you on your back When you had clearly said no but I get it I'm a man So was he There's a fine line to draw between being okay And being unable to breathe I'm trying to find the right words for me to say But it's so much like having to sneeze I'll leave you alone keep singing your songs The midwest and bony knees I'll be fine Dont worry Both of my kids are still asking about you Still got your name on my heart like a tattoo Calling me Casper the ghost cause I'm see through Looking at pictures of us through a rear view I'm hoping one day that you find a cure Find a way to scrape your heart off the floor Or maybe one day when were more mature One things for sure, is that I adore you baby I'll be fine Don't worry But I miss you I'll be fine Don't worry
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Coldly beating slowly my hearts skipping like a rock Onto the surface of the ocean with you cross-legged on the dock There's no current here, and the waters crystal clear I can't see the waves but they're so beautiful this time of year Dark tinted glasses mask these lines that wrap around my eyes I'm suicidal coinciding with my afternoon delight Shoulder bag and painted nails I guess I'm wearing this disguise I'm a punching bag my heart resides to dwindle in the light Baby breathe baby breathe I've only just begun to see The little pieces of our son that have reminded you of me Slow dancing awkward glances Next was drug induced romances Baby tests then baby steps To unforgiving second chances Cast my nets against the shoreline hoping one day you'd come back Or bury my nose in a pile and give myself a heart attack All my friends are by my side because we live or die together I don't want to die alone, and I don't want to live forever I am very self aware with no control of my own body And these shades keep getting deeper but my heart just wont stop throbbing And she tells me to go deeper, but I know shes not a keeper And I'd rather sleep alone because you're in a different time zone One more time around the block another shattered door Go and scatter all my ashes in a star pattern on the floor Speak in tongues and pray to Gods in the hopes you'll never have to be The desperate man that I've become devoid of all my hopes and dreams You're like 10,000 knives when all I needed was a spoon You're the dope of my dreams and getting Narcan too soon Now we're on the other side and I'm still just waiting patiently for death to come and take me So hang me from the tallest tree and take me to my destiny Drain me of my energy and salvage all my memories My heart belongs to you but you can sell whatever's left of me Go on with your life and leave me be so I can rest in peace You were death way before I died and I loved it All I have left to do now is wait for nothing
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I was in the booth burnin for the last 30 minutes just to see how much pain I could feel There's mass appeal in looking pretty But who's down to take the time to heal Sell all my clothes Cover my body in Gucci and gold Stand in the mirror and take a few pictures and show the whole world a piece of my soul Right? Buy yourself a Gucci belt long enough to hang me from the ceiling fan spinnin So I can show the world the real me living like a mother fuckin sinner Lawdy Murph: Ill miss my friends, but I miss the dead ones a little bit more Lying on this floor in sedation, anticipation I feel the admiration of release I could end this with ease but who would that please As I sink into this darkness I _____________________ I realize my compromise wont coincide with the hatred I have to be alive Fortify all of this aggression bottle my depression as I think to myself At least in hell I wont be so cold at least down there this soul will be sold Call up my momma and tell her I love her I wont be come over anymore for supper I'm going to heaven to meet up with Peep Think about me before you fall asleep I'll see you again when the stars realign And this world takes you back you have plenty of time To examine this life but don't worry about me You could have done nothing to change how I feel Slowly I'm slipping I'm tossing and turning this life is a nightmare just keepin it real Sorry I just do not see the appeal Peace

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released January 14, 2018

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